VANCOUVER · INDIE POPLOVE, BOYS & THE ABYSSUNSEEN SEA
home / lyrics / d33p again
live / studio / DAMIAN MICHAELS

d33p again

The ocean gap revisited: a familiar memory that has begun to sound different each time it returns.

d33p again single cover artwork by damian michaels
THE SONG / NOTES FROM UNDERNEATH

the same water, again.

All the angels in my bed can’t fill that ocean gap.

“d33p again” returns to an image that was already too large for the person it was supposed to describe: the ocean-sized distance left by someone who was there, briefly, and then was not. Going back does not make the distance smaller. It gives the memory another chance to change.

In “d33p,” the extravagant sexual and sacred imagery sometimes seems to protect a simple admission of loss. Here the return itself becomes part of the story. Repetition can be devotion, rehearsal, obsession, or an attempt to check whether the old words still mean the same thing.

There are live and studio versions, which makes the title feel especially apt. A line that sounded private can acquire an entirely different temperature when another voice or a crowd gets near it. That does not mean the first version was false; it means a song has survived long enough to be heard from somewhere else.

The gap is still there. So is the person singing around it.

A FEW QUESTIONS FROM THE WRITING NOTES

Why go back to “d33p”?

Because repeating a memory does not necessarily repeat the experience. Sometimes you sing the same line and realize you are no longer the person who first needed it.

Is “again” a sequel or a correction?

It can be either. Maybe the first version was the beautiful one. Maybe this version is. Maybe neither needs to win.

More lyrics and annotations on Genius ↗